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D.O.B = 15 May 1987 Email = tanjianming1987@hotmail.com School: Bedok Town Primary School (1994-1996) De La Salle School (1997-1999) Zhenghua Secondary School (2000-2004) Republic Poly (2005-2008) Kaplan Singapore (2010- ) National Service: (13 June 2008 -12 June 2010) BMTC School 1 Zulu Coy 42 Singapore Armour Battalion Company: Singapore Customs 15 June 2010 archives January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 April 2006 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 September 2007 October 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 December 2009 October 2010 November 2010 August 2011 September 2011 December 2011 Friends Elthea credits A skin by: Jane |
Friday, December 09, 2011 @ 9:01 PM
The week is coming to an end. It is quite of a short week for me because I only went back office to work on Thursday after my study leave. It is sad to hear that my Senior Officer fell and injure her hip while she was in Korea for holiday. There is a lesson to be learn in every situation and for this incident will be to buy a travel insurance no matter how short or how near you will be going. I am still shy when it comes asking huimin to be my girlfriend. I have never done this before and she will be the first one eventually. I have never woo a girl so long before and never lost any interest in wooing her even though the process is long. I must say that huimin is a fierce girl and at times can be short temper. However, these "bad points" that some people reminds me about her does not deter me from wooing her. I personally is someone who is easy going and does things fast. Having a girlfriend like huimin will makes me think more before acting. I know that I hurt huimin deeply when we broke up about 7 years ago. I know I will not be able to cover up the scar in your heart but I want to take it a lesson and start all over again. I have been making empty promises but the promises I told you is something I can keep. Example, I will love you faithfully. I am serious to be with you and eventually to register for flat. I am talking about something too far away but to apply for flat it will take about 3 years for the flat to be build. I do not want a short term relationship now but a relationship that will last and eventually get marry. I love you huimin and this is something I cannot lie to you. Kelly Clarkson - What Doesn't Kill You (Stronger) Thursday, December 01, 2011 @ 10:42 AM
It is the start of my 1 week study leave. It is great to start it by raining whole morning. I will be doing a 1 year degree in accountancy from Murdoch University. I have made this choice to stop my ACCA for the time being so that I can get exemptions for my foundation modules. This path may look costly but as long as it can allows me to get my ACCA faster, I do not mind. My next 2 week's weekend will be burn because I will have to attend bridging course for my Business Stats. For work wise, 1 month has passed after switching section and now under a new supervisor.I do not know how she get promoted when as a supervisor you are so irresponsible. You are paying so much attention to something that you should not be and trying to get away when people needs your help. I do not know how long I can stand her this kind of irresponsible attitude. I think I should speak to my branch head on the 8th December 2011 to let her know what is happening in the section although she said no personal attack. My tolerance level after being under her has become rock bottom and I get pissed off damm easily just by talking to her. Lastly, I hope that I can be with Huimin by 2012. I must say that she is the one girl that I still love after so long. She is the first one that I woo for so long. Saturday, September 03, 2011 @ 4:51 PM
Tomorrow I will be running 10km at the AHM (Army Half Marathon). The haze is back,that means it will not be a easy run for me especially for someone who have history of Asthma. =) Went work today and for the whole of this month, I will be working on every Saturday of September. I am earning Off hours so that I can use it to cover those days near my December examinations. On 30th August 2011, I went out with huimin to watch Final Destination 5. I can say that it is a horrible and disgusting show. I seriously do not know whats nice about the show when the ending is alway the same. Everyone die. Haha. I seriously hope that I can meet huimin tomorrow for SMURFs the movie. Its time to change to another cinema to watch movies because I am totally disappointed with Golden Village's popcorn. The popcorn is totally tasteless. =( Sunday, August 28, 2011 @ 4:49 PM
Yesterday (27/08/2011) I was listening to 987fm while i was on my way home. Bruno Mars- Just The Way You Are reminds me of someone who I have been trying to woo lately. I remember that we were together when we were in the same class during secondary 5. Going to bukit panjang interchange and wait for you to take 920 together to go school, accompany you go home taking 963. However i did not appreciate your love at that time and broke up with you. I have to say that when i think back I do not know why I made such a stupid decision. No matter how beautiful or ugly a girl is, there is alway the good and bad side of a girl. It all depend on how we look at one person. I learn not to alway look at one's bad side when I start going out to work. Its not easy to do that but its all in the mind. No one is perfect in this world but we shall not look down on anyone or depise anyone. I was pissed at that time because i cant ask you out during weekend. Come and think of it, I was not mature in terms of my thinking. If i never pop the question to break with you, we will have been together for 7 years. Saturday, August 20, 2011 @ 9:12 AM
It is no fun having sore throat because there are a lot of things that you cannot do or eat. 2 more days to release of my exam result. Frankly speaking, I will not feel surprise if i fail because I did not put in my 100% to prepare for exam and fall sick during the exam period. I was glad that I was able to celebrate huimin's birthday although it is not on the actual day. This is my second time celebrating her birthday with her but first time with her alone. Although it was after work but i still happy that i can have a simple dinner with her. The birthday present and card was not nice or expensive but i hope that the efforts count. I have never do a birthday card for anyone before, wrap a birthday present for people before other than the puzzle that i gave you when we still together. The present was purchased from America during jan/feb this year. I saw it in ebay and find it nice as there were no hello kitty's monopoly on sale in Singapore. Seriously, i do not know what to give you also because i still do not know you very well. However i am doing my best to know you well. I hope you can forgive me for thinking too much because when i doing my investigation, i have to think beyond the evidence and ensure that there is nothing else. I am trying to stop it when I talk with you but it will take a while. It is hard to forget a girl when you know she is good. I do not get to go out with you at all when we were together during secondary school. However when i think back, we always see each other in school and if we go out during weekend we will feel sian very soon. I always wants to meet you now because once i get my ACCA i will be very busy working and i don't think i will have a lot of time to see you. This is why i always want to ask you out so much lately. It is very mental demanding to study ACCA because it is hard and the thought of giving up has passed through before. There are 2 things that keep me going while i doing revision for ACCA exam or when i have thoughts to give up. That is my future and you. I may have think too far but it is good to have an idea where we will be heading in the future. I only wants to be with you not because you are pretty. I want to be with you because I love you for who you are and I know you can keep me in check. You dare to speak up because my past gfs are not like you. Although you bit fierce but its good because I will know when to stop when i see your face or what you said. I love you and i wont give up till i have you. I am sorry that i hurt you but trust me I will not do it again and will do my very best to give you good life. Wednesday, November 24, 2010 @ 9:17 PM
Today is MOF Active Day and i represented Singapore Customs in Captains Ball. I am happy that we were 2nd as we lost out to Vital by a goal during the extra time. It is a great effort for us as i feel that we worked as a Department. I noticed that we are the only department that used 2 woman in our team although the requirement was at least 1 woman. Great job everyone. =) After watching the Glee Season 2 episode 8, in life there are ups and downs. It is a matter how we are going to face and handle it. I am busy with my preparation for my ACCA exam lately because it is just about 2 week plus to my exam. I must admit I am very nervous now especially being told by many friends that it is a very hard exam to pass. However there is someone in my mind who give me the power to push forward whenever I think of her. She has become prettier and I have become fatter. She IS the only one that i really put in effort to cherish her and please her. I cant recall what makes us break but I really hope that we can get back together. I just do not know how to express my words to her and i guess the best way will be to write to her and pass it to her. =) I have decided that I will go all out to win her heart back once my exam is over. I know it will be a very very long way to go but i believe i can melt her heart all by myself once again. =) "Only Love" 2 a.m. and the rain is falling Here we are at the crossroads once again You're telling me you're so confused You can't make up your mind Is this meant to be You're asking me But only love can say - try again or walk away But I believe for you and me The sun will shine one day So I'll just play my part And pray you'll have a change of heart But I can't make you see it through That's something only love can do In your arms as the dawn is breaking Face to face and a thousand miles apart I've tried my best to make you see There's hope beyond the pain If we give enough, if we learn to trust [Chorus] I know if I could find the words To touch you deep inside You'd give our dream just one more chance Don't let this be our good-bye Tuesday, November 23, 2010 @ 4:30 PM
This week will be a short week for me as I only get to work for 2.5 days. I know alot of people is jealous. Haha. I am on course today at IPAM(Civil Service College), I will be involve in MOF Active Day tomorrow afternoon (24/11/2010) and my branch's team building on friday. I went to climb 73 storey on Sunday(21/11/2010) and I must say that I failed badly. I will be back next year stronger and faster.     I found my toy parrot yesterday when I was finding my bag. This parrot has been with me since either I was K1 or K2. This parrot was given to me by my teacher at that time as my classmate and me was joint 1st in the class. She gave me the parrot to compensate me for making me 2nd in the class as I was noisier and talkative than my classmate.    |
