It is no fun having sore throat because there are a lot of things that you cannot do or eat.

2 more days to release of my exam result. Frankly speaking, I will not feel surprise if i fail because I did not put in my 100% to prepare for exam and fall sick during the exam period.

I was glad that I was able to celebrate huimin's birthday although it is not on the actual day. This is my second time celebrating her birthday with her but first time with her alone. Although it was after work but i still happy that i can have a simple dinner with her.

The birthday present and card was not nice or expensive but i hope that the efforts count. I have never do a birthday card for anyone before, wrap a birthday present for people before other than the puzzle that i gave you when we still together. The present was purchased from America during jan/feb this year. I saw it in ebay and find it nice as there were no hello kitty's monopoly on sale in Singapore. Seriously, i do not know what to give you also because i still do not know you very well. However i am doing my best to know you well.

I hope you can forgive me for thinking too much because when i doing my investigation, i have to think beyond the evidence and ensure that there is nothing else. I am trying to stop it when I talk with you but it will take a while.

It is hard to forget a girl when you know she is good. I do not get to go out with you at all when we were together during secondary school. However when i think back, we always see each other in school and if we go out during weekend we will feel sian very soon. I always wants to meet you now because once i get my ACCA i will be very busy working and i don't think i will have a lot of time to see you. This is why i always want to ask you out so much lately. It is very mental demanding to study ACCA because it is hard and the thought of giving up has passed through before. There are 2 things that keep me going while i doing revision for ACCA exam or when i have thoughts to give up. That is my future and you.

I may have think too far but it is good to have an idea where we will be heading in the future.

I only wants to be with you not because you are pretty. I want to be with you because I love you for who you are and I know you can keep me in check. You dare to speak up because my past gfs are not like you. Although you bit fierce but its good because I will know when to stop when i see your face or what you said.

I love you and i wont give up till i have you. I am sorry that i hurt you but trust me I will not do it again and will do my very best to give you good life.